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06/11

I finished Wotakoi in 2 days. Potent

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04/11

November is here and so is my existential dread towards the flying march of time! I finished MM! and started Wotakoi. Why is MM!'s opening so catchy...


「　No!! Jesus crisis, oh my god! 神の仕事～」 www It's definitely not a well-written or a special anime by any means but for some reason it was funny to watch it. After Wotakoi I'm thinking of maybe starting Baka to Test or some other anime I've been meaning to watch.

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21/10

I watched all of Frieren in 4 days. Hmmm. Good anime ... [always watches well-received seasonals 1 year later.] Everything was a masterpiece for 18-ish episodes then, well, the exam arc began and my interested waned a little bit. It's still great but I wouldn't say it's a 10/10 masterpiece.

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07/10

I cried, watching Akatsuki no Yona's 2nd episode... TT why am i so weak
I miss shoujo anime in general so I think I'll also watch Sugar Apple Fairy tale since it's a new gen shoujo.

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23/09

Hi!!!! My 2nd VOCALOID playlist on YouTube has 4.1k videos already, time flies... didn't I make the 2nd playlist a year ago? 草 It filled up so fast...
My 1st VOCALOID playlist has 5k videos, so... I've listened to 9.1k VOCALOID songs in total during my lifetime. I'm an expert in VOCALOID producers hahaaha!!!!!!

Today I've come across 2 producers that resembles the music style I like the most... I love Miku's V2 voicebank in general which is why I like to build up on my knowledge of old producers. These two producers are RaychoruiP and himawari. Here is one of RaychoruiP-san's songs that I recommend link 1 and himawari-san as well link 2. (the links work, I'm just too lazy to properly label them.)


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I'd like to finally finish a few manga I've been taking my time with (aka not reading for the past year... i've become illiterate) which is Oushitsu Kyoushi Heine, Chi no Wadachi and Sachi-iro no One Room.



Speaking of consuming media, I've finished watching Shoushimin Series which is written by the same author of Hyouka. It has the same solving mundane/trivial mysteries feeling to it but there's also more than just that. I like that it didn't go the traditional romance route, sometimes it's just nice to see a male and female lead being friends. If I had to say, Shoushimin Series is like if Bakemonogatari, Hyouka and Death Note had a child (with it being far more Hyouka-like than the other two).



I've also finished watching Dead dead demons dededededestruction too. I read the manga a few years (probably in 2020?) before it actually got its adaptation so it was a nice way of refreshing my memory... I know it's childish but I sometimes cried when I saw the "invaders" getting shot by humans since they're small and helpless... I also didn't think they could bring Inio Asano-san's work to life due to how unique his art style is but they managed to do it well! Overall it had a very Evangelion/Steins;gate feel to it, also with the Doraemon references in it... lol. Definitely one of the top sci-fi animes for sure. I loved the first ending song because it fits the chaotic looming apocalypse atmosphere of the anime. Listen to it if you like metal! link 3

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20/09

どうか、どうにかして、あたしの弱い心をもう一度強くさせて

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04/09

Hell o! August was an interesting month for me mentally... I still haven't really socialized much with people whatsoever recently. el hermit goblino... ｺｿｺｿ It's already september a aaaaaa aa aa a a a aa a a please make time stop moving i'm scared...


I've been relaxing nonchalantly. Although, a week(? i lost track of time) ago, my monitor stopped working so I've been using my art tablet as my main monitor instead. Everything's so small!!! I also hunch over a lot to be able to read what's on the screen... I need to fix my monitor soon uuaaaaaaaa. I still don't know what happened because it was working fine and I turned it off normally then the next day boom... monitor black forever... it's ok though! I've been able to survive. But because playing a lot of games like TF2 is hard with a small art tablet monitor, I've just been playing games like Yu-Gi-Oh! Master duel instead. I ended up becoming plat 3 rank so fast... and I learned the Vaalmonica & Traptrix decks! Very fun. I've been trying out the Live Twin deck too.
[[[note that all of my decks have cute girls... ]]]

It's a little sad that I can't play many games because of it but performance wise I still have no issues. My PC and everything is still ok, etc etc. Source port has no damages. I've also used a 1366x768 resolution laptop for 90% of my life, so I'm already used to smol screens. I do admit I miss being able to look at more stuff at the same time, there's so much you can do with a 1440p screen... ueee I wanna play dead by daylight or TF2 but I can't because my current setup is a debuff.

It's ironic how when I first upgraded to the 1440p screen not too long ago from the 1366 res, I thought that 1440p was too big but now I think that 1366 is too small! wwww I even thought of refunding the 1440p screen because of how large it seemed...

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06/08

Aqua...

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04/08

Brain damage music ( ^^)b

Aside from that, I should probably stop being lazy and make the translations page for compiling translations I've made for VOCALOID music. But my brain feels like liquid today... perhaps I should not put myself in a position to think at the moment.

I watched Mumei's FNAF archive today... I feel a strange sense of nostalgia, mainly because I was really interested in that game's lore when I was in 4th grade. The songs made for it by The Living Tombstone is also aa,a,a,aaaaaaaa.... [shaking from nostalgia]. I also like The Living Tombstone's other music, mainly the zero_one album.

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02/08

I keep stumbling everytime I walk. Even walking itself has become a cumbersome task... _(:^」∠)

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31/07

I like how VOCALOID producers go into slumber and them boom, woe VOCALOID be upon ye

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30/07

I went outside today to retrieve my 45cm miku symphony plushie & deep sea girl miku figurine at the konbini!! in my otaku fit too!! (miku & bocchi & korone & gura keychains all over my clothes and my bag had 4 rin & miku keychains... you could hear the jingle everytime I took a step www) it was fun even though it was just for 10 minutes! !! I really need to do short outings more often

I still haven't opened the box... it's GIGANTIC... it's likely for the plushie's size but aaa i'm excited...

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28/07

I really don't understand human beings after all. It's scary.

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22/07

Longe time no post !!! Heehoo.... recently i've been noticing an alarming trend on the internet where people post photos of their faces and tell their real name/the city they live,,, i'm still iffy about sharing my own age! how do people just not Get scared of sharing that type of information on SNS?

like hello! What happened to lessons about digital footprints... weren't we really strict back in The day where doing all of these things above was a no-no??
I really really dont like a lot of things about the modern internet agh... (takes psychic damage). what happened to warning people about strangers??? (≖_≖ )

It's one of the few reasons why I can't stand to use social media other than YouTube because you'll see people oversharing so much where anyone can see... it hurts my soul ee oo ee... take your privacy more seriously you dummies!!!!!

Well other than my digital footprints Rant... it's already July huh. Honestly the passage of time is very jarring, because everything felt like it took forever during my teenage years, but now since 2023, everything's fast. Too fast. I blink and 2 weeks have already passed... it's important to not take my youth for granted so i want to try to do more... Youthlike stuff, like... going outside!! (hasn't done an outing for a long time.)

I would like to not spend so much time in front of my computer but doing anything else that involves Interacting, Especially Outside... is already very demanding. (っ- ‸ - ς) Not to mention my nocturnal sleep schedule aaoough.

Living is difficult...

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02/06

mweh it's already june?????? Also I got bad at talking to strangers again, save me from my psychological dungeon. ( ;´ - `;) I've just been eating a lot of watermelons this summer (i learned how to cut them and the green part is so hard to cut through....). Surprisingly enough I got used to the heat of summer a lot faster than I thought, since there wasn't any sunlight for 6 months before May.

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06/05

I haven't been going outside much this spring, so I haven't really seen the sakura trees in bloom... I wonder if they're already gone? They don't last long in Europe.

anyway Id Like ownership of this miku plushie specifically...

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02/05

hatsune milku

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29/04

I'm tired of not being able to start or end a day on a happy note recently. When will this cycle end?

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24/04

[forgets to update for a week] Im Slipping Into my old habit........

Ummm Um I finished Kobato good anime yeas. watch it if you can

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16/04

H,mm... [doesnt eat for 2 days.] [Finally eats...] [Stomach hurts] oaky

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15/04

The crab is calm. The crab is serene.
The crab is light and not burdened by worldly grief.

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14/04

I felt a little under the weather but I talked to a friend and feel better now. I have to do my best, today too.

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13/04

Rabbit hole stuck in my brain... ra ra ra ra ra ra ra ra a

also alice mare fanmade MV? in my 2024? It's more likely than you think... uwa I want to play miwashiba's games all over again.

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11/04

hi . This didn't take as long as I thought it would since I already did the event script thingy on my previous website. I'm not going to overhaul any previous entries from there to here.

Personally it feels a little sad to let go of something 17 year old me made, but I think I need to in order to move on from who I was, into the present me. I have no shame in displaying it, so it won't be deleted. This and that website are essentially proof of my existence, after all. Even when I'm gone, someone out there will see my previous thoughts, and that's all that matters to me.

Ah... I got existential about owning websites. le average Me Moment
AaAaAAAAaa it's going to take so long with the illust page [eats my hands].